Monday, April 28, 2008
i wanted to blog so much about my life despite it being no-life.
sometimes i wonder whether all the sacrifices i made was worth it.
why do i feel that people are just waiting for me to fail so that they can surpass me?
to some, i am supposed to be a very smart person(which i don't think i am anyway.)and As are supposed to come to me naturally.
reason being, i am in E1.
and, it doesn't help that my bro is the top N level and O level student of his batch with cousins in ACSI, cedar girls, RGS, VJC.
my grandma, dad's mom, passed away ytd cos of sudden low blood sugar.
after receiving the news, i realise that i cannot continue to do my maths(which i was doing at that time).
i didn't know what to say to my dad who was telling me the news.
then i managed a "huh?!"
dad's over at grandma's house now.
and i just realised... that the last time i saw her... was chinese new year. 2, close to 3 months ago.
i wasn't very close to her, yet we always bothered to bring niunai to her house cause she likes playing with him.
dad said this to niunai ytd: "now greatgrandma cannot see you already. no, she can. she'll see you from heaven." and then planted a kiss on niunai's forehead.
i don't know how much niunai understands but now, he is staring at the living room window, waiting for dad to come back.
*i don't know how to continue this post. shall end it here. chem pp tml*
sometimes i wonder whether all the sacrifices i made was worth it.
why do i feel that people are just waiting for me to fail so that they can surpass me?
to some, i am supposed to be a very smart person(which i don't think i am anyway.)and As are supposed to come to me naturally.
reason being, i am in E1.
and, it doesn't help that my bro is the top N level and O level student of his batch with cousins in ACSI, cedar girls, RGS, VJC.
my grandma, dad's mom, passed away ytd cos of sudden low blood sugar.
after receiving the news, i realise that i cannot continue to do my maths(which i was doing at that time).
i didn't know what to say to my dad who was telling me the news.
then i managed a "huh?!"
dad's over at grandma's house now.
and i just realised... that the last time i saw her... was chinese new year. 2, close to 3 months ago.
i wasn't very close to her, yet we always bothered to bring niunai to her house cause she likes playing with him.
dad said this to niunai ytd: "now greatgrandma cannot see you already. no, she can. she'll see you from heaven." and then planted a kiss on niunai's forehead.
i don't know how much niunai understands but now, he is staring at the living room window, waiting for dad to come back.
*i don't know how to continue this post. shall end it here. chem pp tml*
what we could have been, 7:06 PM.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
HAPPY NC
16 TO ME!
like finally! no more bloody hell restrictions to movies.
believe it or not, i have nv watched an NC16 movie in the theatre before. (yes, i look so mature right?!) cos all the theatres i happen to go to actually check the year and the month.
like hello?! lets say its march now and april is ur birthday month, will it make SUCH a big difference whether the movie you are watching has some sexual/violence content? not as if between march and april u will "suddenly" increase ur knowledge of sex miraculously right?
and besides, with the increasing price of the tickets, i doubt their business will actually stay the same.
there are so many ways in which u can watch a movie that is out of ur limit lah.
take tudou for one. i recently just watch Juno there which was rated as NC16.
after watching it, i seriously dun see the big deal lor!
its just that she got pregnant, and she says things like "condom, fuck" etc.
also dun have physical contact!
anyway, i got a pleasant surprise from candice, liying, wanqin, sijia, yijiao, jess, joey and hweeling ytd!
really unexpected and sweet lah!
<3333
shall blog about it next time cos i have geog test tml which i haven studied for and chi orals.
AND, i have been damn sway these few days. one side of my haivanas got stolen while i was at maths tuition and i had to wear the tutor's slippers home. and i seem to have lost my eng compre which is almost impossible cos i rmb clearly doing the corrections in class.
die lah.
also, thanks to all those who shared for the present that i initial wanted. but still, the budget wasn't enough so we didn't buy it in the end.
<3
16 TO ME!
like finally! no more bloody hell restrictions to movies.
believe it or not, i have nv watched an NC16 movie in the theatre before. (yes, i look so mature right?!) cos all the theatres i happen to go to actually check the year and the month.
like hello?! lets say its march now and april is ur birthday month, will it make SUCH a big difference whether the movie you are watching has some sexual/violence content? not as if between march and april u will "suddenly" increase ur knowledge of sex miraculously right?
and besides, with the increasing price of the tickets, i doubt their business will actually stay the same.
there are so many ways in which u can watch a movie that is out of ur limit lah.
take tudou for one. i recently just watch Juno there which was rated as NC16.
after watching it, i seriously dun see the big deal lor!
its just that she got pregnant, and she says things like "condom, fuck" etc.
also dun have physical contact!
anyway, i got a pleasant surprise from candice, liying, wanqin, sijia, yijiao, jess, joey and hweeling ytd!
really unexpected and sweet lah!
<3333
shall blog about it next time cos i have geog test tml which i haven studied for and chi orals.
AND, i have been damn sway these few days. one side of my haivanas got stolen while i was at maths tuition and i had to wear the tutor's slippers home. and i seem to have lost my eng compre which is almost impossible cos i rmb clearly doing the corrections in class.
die lah.
also, thanks to all those who shared for the present that i initial wanted. but still, the budget wasn't enough so we didn't buy it in the end.
<3
what we could have been, 5:42 PM.
