Wednesday, February 07, 2007
I REALLY WANT TO REST!
ARGH.
i have gone back to sleeping at 12 am again.
i am really super tired.
i feel like just sleeping the whole day, and just wake up naturally
(or maybe better still, dun wake up at all..)
i sleep with aching shoulders and blury eyes everyday,
wake up at 6, feeling dead.
i feel like dying.
i just found out that i may not even have the time to sleep even on sat and sun COS I NEED TO DO HW!
i have tonnes of hw everyday,
the freaking tbs are very heavy even though i leave some under the table
i cant believe if i didn't write that permission letter to put the stuffs under the table, i would probably be dead by now.
here i am, using my doing-hw-time to blog
which means i have to burn midnight oil AGAIN.
and i have E maths test tml.
i had chemistry test on mon, bio on tue, geog today, E maths tml, A maths next week.
i got 6/25 for my physics test.
thats like disappointing, even though i know that most probably i would fail.
i have no idea wad mr loh is teaching since he started talking.
i dun want to pass my days like that,
with every test, thinking i might fail.
ms/mdm lee said that i look blur this year
well, frankly speaking, i am..
she even said that the drive i had in 2006 had to come back.
like how much i want it to come back too!
studying is EXTREMELY tiring.
i had the worst choir practise today.
we had to sing solo and i flunked TWICE
mr yong was not himself today.
he didn't joke, and kept scolding.
i hope i can score for my geog test.
cos i really really did study till 12
bio test, hopefuly i can pass..
i no longer hope for an A1, even english
i just realised that my english standard has dropped a lot.
my compo sucks,
so from today onwards, i have to improve on my english!
thanks zhi xiong for helping me in class, cos i kept bothering him with Qs. :)
and thanks to all those who helped me in someway or the other.
and now, my stomach is aching as well.
i have been moaning since just now and i have no idea when my life would get better.
i wake up everyday, wishing that i could skip school
but it makes no difference cos i still have to catch up the next day and it might be even harder.
i can't believe how relaxed we were last yr.
i still had time to sleep, watch tv, use the comp and everything
now, i sleep 1 hr in the afternoons at most, i dont watch tv, i dont use comp, i immediately start on hw, AND I CAN'T EVEN FINISH AT 10!
i want to die now.
PLEASE.
what we could have been, 7:26 PM.
