Monday, February 19, 2007

HAPPY CNY!

i have been going relatives' house and collecting angbao and so on.
and my cousin glenn, he went to pierce his lips man.
OMG
everytime when i look at him, my face will auto turn into the "ouch" position.
LOL
i think he nv see lah, or not he think i siao.

i finished my maths hw, and i'm left with eng and physics
i'm going to fail my A maths test.

what we could have been, 1:11 PM.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

self note : nothing is perfect, stop being naive, stop trusting people.
being kind to others is being cruel to urself.

i'm going to explode someday.

actually i think that that passer-by who spamed me and my friends was kind of right.

"You hate so much stuff,haven you ever thought that you think that you are also hated? Take me for instanct,I hate you!"
on that instant u said that u hate somebody, has it ever occured to you that the same person may be talking abt u as well and u might never know?
u can insult the person all you can but in the end, you may just get insulted back.
when i hate someone, the person hates me back, nth changes..

i think the barney song is changing somehow.
"i hate you, you hate me, ... "
(ok thats all i know)

can the world stop insulting people and start respecting them?
highly impossible.

what we could have been, 10:51 AM.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I REALLY WANT TO REST!

ARGH.

i have gone back to sleeping at 12 am again.

i am really super tired.

i feel like just sleeping the whole day, and just wake up naturally

(or maybe better still, dun wake up at all..)

i sleep with aching shoulders and blury eyes everyday,

wake up at 6, feeling dead.

i feel like dying.

i just found out that i may not even have the time to sleep even on sat and sun COS I NEED TO DO HW!

i have tonnes of hw everyday,

the freaking tbs are very heavy even though i leave some under the table

i cant believe if i didn't write that permission letter to put the stuffs under the table, i would probably be dead by now.

here i am, using my doing-hw-time to blog

which means i have to burn midnight oil AGAIN.

and i have E maths test tml.

i had chemistry test on mon, bio on tue, geog today, E maths tml, A maths next week.

i got 6/25 for my physics test.

thats like disappointing, even though i know that most probably i would fail.

i have no idea wad mr loh is teaching since he started talking.

i dun want to pass my days like that,

with every test, thinking i might fail.

ms/mdm lee said that i look blur this year

well, frankly speaking, i am..

she even said that the drive i had in 2006 had to come back.

like how much i want it to come back too!

studying is EXTREMELY tiring.

i had the worst choir practise today.

we had to sing solo and i flunked TWICE

mr yong was not himself today.

he didn't joke, and kept scolding.

i hope i can score for my geog test.

cos i really really did study till 12

bio test, hopefuly i can pass..

i no longer hope for an A1, even english

i just realised that my english standard has dropped a lot.

my compo sucks,

so from today onwards, i have to improve on my english!

thanks zhi xiong for helping me in class, cos i kept bothering him with Qs. :)

and thanks to all those who helped me in someway or the other.

and now, my stomach is aching as well.

i have been moaning since just now and i have no idea when my life would get better.

i wake up everyday, wishing that i could skip school

but it makes no difference cos i still have to catch up the next day and it might be even harder.

i can't believe how relaxed we were last yr.

i still had time to sleep, watch tv, use the comp and everything

now, i sleep 1 hr in the afternoons at most, i dont watch tv, i dont use comp, i immediately start on hw, AND I CAN'T EVEN FINISH AT 10!

i want to die now.

PLEASE.

what we could have been, 7:26 PM.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

i have ALOT of tests this coming week

and,
i will fail the physics test i already took..
i just passed my chi and maths test

ARGH.
its not that i dun want to do hw
but i dun have the time to sit and stare at each maths Q for 1 hr..

what we could have been, 12:19 PM.