Wednesday, September 27, 2006

just had EOY english and chi pp 1
didn't get to finish filling up the blank spaces for chi functional writing
cos there was simply too many words i didn't know how to write..
i'm waiting for the day when we can use the electronic dictionary

eng compo was.. sucky
i can't believe i wrote crap
this was the time when i felt as if i`m gonna flunk badly

i think the whole world is stressed abt EOY

have so many problems, in sch, with frds blah
endless hw tt makes me wanna give up on the whole sub.
can't believe how much stress there would be next yr..

sometimes, knowing that the problem is there but just not caring abt it won't make a diff.
would u feel better?
do u have the mindset of: this is not my problem, i dont care?
would avoiding the problem actually solve it?
NO
really sick and tired of all those sabo-ing, insults, rumors
it makes u feel better that someone else out there is suffering is it?
if u die, u wanna drag ppl down with u ar?

i don't know who to believe in.
TRUST
i dont trust ppl.
i trust only myself cos i know tt only I wont hurt myself
i wont say something and do another thing to myself

I REALLY DONT WANT TO CARE, AND DUNNO HOW TO CARE
life is like this: selfish, cruel
dont tell me all those encouraging phrases
it doesnt work
dont tell me to look at the better side
THERE IS NO BETTER SIDE
dont tell me the world is vast
yeah, its so vast tt u see ppl killing each other from minor stuff

I`M GETTING EMO,
great.

what we could have been, 3:03 PM.